Lyrics

My stars are on the asphalt
I feel just like an asshole
Built a house made of glass stones
Are you happy? Are you fine though?
Seems like all you do is cry for
Attention more and more everyday
Even if there’s sunshine in your eyes
Even if you’re chilling in the shade
All you can thing about is all the spoiled days
Where I would drown in your laughter and the smell of candy rain
my heart hurts just like my fathers
Right before he passed away
I could say I fucking hate you
But you know that’s just the pain

If you got a definition
Of who I am I have no idea
so can you tell me?
I’m so tired of being on brand and making pretended
so won’t you kill me?
I’m so tired of being that friend
Watering dead plants
Why can’t you hear me?
I can’t help but stay in bed
I’ll just smoke instead
Cause No one’s listening

Spider webs in the sunlight
Over tired over qualified
Calcified cause I was too fucking nice
Run and Hide inside just to survive
And Despite how hard i fucking try
I’m over looked every single time
Auto pilot fight freeze or flight
Crash and burn till you feel alright


If you got a definition
Of who I am I have no idea
so can you tell me?
I’m so tired of being on brand and making pretended
so won’t you kill me?
I’m so tired of being that friend
Watering dead plants
Why can’t you hear me?
I can’t help but stay in bed
I’ll just smoke instead
Cause No one’s listening

Cut my skin
Crush my bones
Just so I feel at home
out of sight
out of my mind
They are not friends of mine
I exist
I am love
I believe what dreams are made of
Im not perfect
And I wont try
I am human
I am life